There is a song my family used to play as a youth that speaks on it being a long/hard road to travel, but it’s the only one (repeat 3 times) that he knows.  The song (though I forget the whole song and the singer) often resonates with me because that is how I have seemingly functioned throughout my life.  My victories never arrive with a soothing calm, a burst of joy to give me a feeling of “job well done” – it is always filled with angst, anxiety, and much doubt- Though I often feel I operate well under pressure, what it comes with can often be taxing. 

                Slowly but surely a few things are falling into place, and with that I can function at a higher level – be more organized and be distinct in my approach. 

                The side I’ve been on has been very cold and concrete – no bounce back allowed… but I am on the verge of many positive things.