On the Virgosjoke page on instagram that I frequent, there was a meme regarding a therapist requesting that a Virgo let people in. The Virgo responded by saying the door wasn't locked, but the picture shows a door handle in the shape of a cactus lol. 

Ironically in my therapy session yesterday, that was one of our topics, my reasoning for not allowing people to easily enter my world --- without revealing the secret formula, I spoke on my need for my walls to be up and what people are privy too once I let them past the 44 locked doors. 

I feel in this current version of myself, it is important to set my boundaries – what becomes a problem is the people that once had unlimited access to that version of you, and what their responses are. 

I wouldn't say I no longer care about many that were close to me, its just let me try this new thing, this new journey without people telling me why it can't be done and what they would do instead