Living
In this moment
Has brought me back to life
Life was life-ing
Caused tiers to stretch and reaching the next one felt
Impossible

My skin
Itched unbearably and I went looking-
Went looking for things that truly
Lacked vision
Went looking for things inside of the prison
I thought I deserved to be in

What do I deserve ?
What punishment is there
For the way I look back while designing this forward?

I have much room to grow
Knowing how long I have survived
In this package designed to fit the skinniest
Of conveyor belts

I’ve ordered things
When the order of things were out of place
And placed them in places where there was
No room
Only to cover the opening that was carefully
Designed

Custom

It was an experience to hold the night
Like a newborn
Experienced as I may be
The conversations I birth sometimes get delivered wrong
Upside down
And deep down has climbed it’s way up
Higher, than it has ever been

I’ve never been altered like this

Never seen a Goddess in this form

I’m almost certain this wasn’t meant for me
Almost

But when I see this form of broken
Still able to walk
Allowing me to walk next to it

I float

Upon clouds I wish to sit
Hoping, you’ll sit next to me
Choking on destiny
Our mouth to mouth
Washes my chest plate
Your blunt, is smoking hot
I front, and choke in spots
That usually flow without
Interruption
Pardon -
Though you know the techniques
Of seduction
You peak when you speak
Intentionally
Shifting languages fluently
What you do to me is two rubik's cubes
Switching colors
While being completed
Seated until you are free
For the evening
Even
If the odds were against me
I’d still push up on you

Comfortable
In every sense of the word
I’ve always sensed that
Words
Though they HOLD weight
Actions
Actions have hands that are firm and reassuring

And I assure you
Letting you go is something
I’m incapable of